Assessment..

Hari ni dapat jadual exam Adam untuk minggu depan.. Buat cuak jer.. Ada jadual bagai.. Tahun lepas rasanyanya takdak pulak bagi jadual.. Ngalahkan budak upsr pulak.. Hihu.. Tulah dia budak2 sekarang kan? Semua terlajak laju.. Ibu dulu tak masuk tadika pun (sebab tular lembab sikit kut.. Huhu..)

Apa2 pun, ibu tak kisahlar Adam boleh buat ker tidak.. Pergi sekolah  8 am - 5 pm tiap2 hari pun dah cukup bagus.. Ingat senang ker nak disiplinkn diri setiap hari macam tu.. Kita yg p kerja ni pun kekdg ada monday blues lar, pms lar dsbnya..

Yg pasti si Adam ni mmg kureng lar bab nk belajaq ni.. Tambah2 bab membaca & menulis ayat.. Dia suka buat matematik & projek sains or kraf..

# jadual exam Aisy tk dak pulak yer?

Cinta yang indah..

"Kerana cinta yang indah adalah cinta yang sentiasa tumbuh dalam jiwa berkali-kali.."

Ya,
Mungkin kerana kita tidak ada perasaan cinta yang ghairah pada Al-quran. Namun cinta itu boleh dibina dan tumbuh jika kita 'mahu'. Kerana cinta yang indah adalah cinta yang sentiasa tumbuh dalam jiwa berkali-kali. Begitulah seharusnya cinta kita pada Al-quran. Kita jarang 'jatuh cinta' pada Al-quran, maka terjadilah kegersangan hubungan antara kita dengan Al-quran. Tiada perasaan indah dan terangsang dengan Al-quran, yang ada hanya indah dan terangsang dengan hubungan maksiat..
-kak hasanah-

Eventually..

Eventually…

you will learn that the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You’ll fight with your best friend. You’ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you’ll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

Never.. ACDYL

"Kau tidak akan mendapatkan seseorang jika kau terlalui mencintainya.."

Ada apa dgn born day?

Sejauh mana kita pergi.. Kematianlah yang paling hampir..

#semoga segala doamu dimakbulkan Allah..

151015

Cantik tarikh hari ni..

Apa yg terjadi hari ni ek?

Bangun pagi..
Siapkn anak2 p skool..
Tgk tv..
Mandi..
Solat dhuha..
Basuh kain..
Jahit..
Awsome xxxx..
Solat zohor..
P mph beli buku utk Adam & Aisy..
Beli sepotong pizza @ jj.. Satu2nya alas perut utk hari ni.. Diet gila beb.. Hihi.. Tak ada selera makan sebenarnya.. Since I xxxx xxxx so much..
Ambik Long Man @ mtsfaz..
Singgah giant beli kfc utk long man & uncle jack utk Adam & Aisy.. (Tk masak hari ni.. Huhu)
Ambik Adam & Aisy @ IPTC.
Balik rumah..
Bagi anak2 makan..
Solat Asar..
Iron baju..
Solat maghrib..
Ngaji..
Solat isyak..
Bedtimes stories with Adam & Aisy..
Tido..
Jaga..
Tido
Jaga..
Tido..
Tido..
Jaga..
Alamak! Dah azan subuh.. Tak bangun tahajud lah malam ni.. Arghhh..
Bangunlar..
Masak air..
Masuk toilet..
Solat sunat subuh.. (Solat sunat 2 rakaat sebelum subuh adalah lebih baik dari dunia & seisinya..) So, jgn lupa buat tau.. Rugi kalau tak buat.. Dividen akhirat super banyak..
Solat subuh..
Buat bfast..
Tulis entry ni.. Hihi.. Sempat lagi tu.. Sementara tunggu dia org siap.. Ada budak ngelat tak nk p skool.. Taular dh habis exam..


Bye..

memori kelahiran mylittlekhaliph part 3..

04102010

Ia tarikh kelahiran Ahmad Aisy b. Nor Azam..



Si comel ni sorang jer yang lahir dekat kl sbb abang2 dia lahir dekat selangor.. Sebenarnya, tak jauh pun.. Hihi.. Check up & bersalin dengan Dr. Zanariah @ PPN.. Alhamdulillah.. Tiga2 pun dapat bersalin dengan doc perempuan..

Setelah uda Adam 11 bulan, ibu mengandung lagi.. Aisy namanya.. Memang awal2 lagi dah ada nama (selepas tau jantina lar..) Memang tak rancang untuk mengandung secepat tu tapi..terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak..@@@@ sendiri tanggunglah yer.. Hihi..

Apa pun, ibu sangat happy dengan Aisy sebab dia super baik.. Macam memahami jer kesusahan ibu melayan kerenah si abang adam.. Orang kata, kalau terbabas termengandung, nanti anak tu nakal terlebih.. Tapi, Alhamdulillah,  Aisy sebaliknya.. Sangat mudah diurus..

Masa mengandungkan Aisy ni pun keadaannya sama jer dengan abang2 dia.. Takder yang pelik2 mengidam ker apa.. Sakit2 badan pun sama..

Masa nak bersalinkan Aisy ni mak dah datang awal.. So, dapatlar mak tolong tengok2kn long man & uda adam.. Masa mengandungkan Aisy ni memang biasa bleeding mcm Adam jugak.. So, pada hari tu ada bleeding tapi buat tak kisah jerlah.. Tapi pergi jugak klinik petang tu untuk rutin temujanji.. Sekali nurse cakap dah buka 4cm.. What? Dia tanya tak rasa sakit ke? Sebab memang dah ada kontraksi.. Ntahlar.. Sebab badan memang sakit2 so sakit sikit tak terasa lah kut.. Ok, lepastu sempat mintak en bos beli makanan sebab lapar.. En bos pun p lar beli mc d.. Malangnya, kereta en bos telah di ceroboh masa en bos parking untuk beli makanan.. Pencuri tu ambik backpack yang ada barang2 baby & persedian untuk bersalin.. Dia ingat ada apa agaknya.. Hihi.. Padan muka.. Bra & pampers adalar..  Menyebabkan pintu kereta rosak & tak boleh lock.. So, terpaksalar en bos pecut ke kedai membaiki kereta dan meninggalkan saya yang dah hampir nak bersalin ni..

Adakah ini akan menjadi kali pertama en bos tiada di sisi semasa proses kelahiran?

Alhamdulillah tidak.. Allah masih bagi peluang ayahnya melihat sendiri anak dia dilahirkan.. Just on time.. Walaupun sakit sekejab jer, paling lama pun dalam 1 jam macam tu tapi sakit teramatlah sangat.. Siap nak minta epidural lagi.. Mana lah boleh kan.. Dah terlewat.. Dah 6-8cm dah pun.. Bila doc zana sampai & duduk jer terus baby pun keluar.. Tak sempat nak push2 lagi dah.. So, takder lar miss v kena gunting tapi tetap kena jahit dlm 2 jahitan macam tu.. Disebabkan kena jahit sikit jer so, doc tak bius pun masa jahit tu.. Merasa lar kena jahit hidup2 kan.. Huhu.. Sakit ker tak? Nak tau cuba lar jahit part2 sensitif awak sendiri yer..

Aisy dilahirkan selepas waktu asar.. Dalam pukul 5 camtu agaknya.. Lupa dah.. Hihi.. Bagus tempat ni.. Bila Aisy keluar jer terus dia pasang azan.. My en bos terus ambik gambar baby masa nurse blom pun cuci dia.. Fresh from the womb katanya..

Masa anak ke 3 ni memang kuranglar menjaga pantang larang masa dalam pantang.. Hari ke 2 jer dah minum milo ais.. Ishh ishh ishh..  Lepastu, bila balik sampai rumah terus dukung si Adam.. Opss sorry.. Terlupa..

Hari ni, Aisy dah pun 5 tahun..

#Dah nakal..

#Tak boleh kena marah..

#Rajin kemas barang lepas main..

#Rajin buat homework kecuali bab tulis ayat..

#Bila solat suka main2, tak serius..

#Dah hafal ayat Qursi, al-Fathihah hingga surah al-A'laq..

#Dah hafal beberapa hadith & doa harian.. Alhamdulillah.. Ibu bangga dengan mylittleAisy..

#Bila buang air besar dah pandai cuci sendiri & memang tak bagi ibu cuci.. Sangat berbeza dengan abg adam..

#Mandi pun sendiri.. Cukup marah kalau orang lain masuk bilik air bila dia ada.. Kadang2 siap kunci pintu.. So, kena ingatkan supaya tak kunci pintu.. In case anything happen.. Kan..

#Pemalu sangat or maybe suka privacy.. Kalau mandi kolam dia tunggu semua orang dah balik barulah dia masuk..

# nampak tu? Main dekat luar jer sebab ada orang lain dalam kolam.. Padahal bukan ramai pun.. Tukar baju pun tak nak.. Berangan macam ada kolam sendiri kat rumah jer kan.. Tunggulah bila ibu kaya nanti.. Aminnn..

Lose..

Like I'm Gonna Lose You"

I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold
Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows we were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared and then I was all alone..

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow..

So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you..

[John Legend:]
In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know..

So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes and love with no regrets..

Let's take our time
To say what we want
Use what we got
Before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow..


So I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you
Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when
When we'll run out of time so I'm gonna love you
Like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you..

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back. And it’s not the end of the world..

Beyond borders.. ACDYL

True luv..


Sarah: I wonder, do we all know where we belong? And if we do, in our hearts, why do we so often do nothing about it? There must be more to this life. A purpose for us all. A place to belong. You were my home. I knew from the moment I first met you, that night, so many years ago..



Nick: I'm absolutely crazy about you. I can't stop thinking about you, you're always in my mind, you're in my heart, you're in every fucking beat of me. But I can't go there with you. I can't do it. Look at what happens to people around me, it's not good. I'm not good for you.Sarah: (tears welling up) No, that's not true...Nick: No, listen, believe me, if I could live this life again, I would never leave you for a second..



Sarah: (in a letter Nick is reading) I hope when you're reading this letter, that I'm sitting there next to you and you're telling me that I'm stupid for writing it, and crazy for trying to find you. But how could I not? It's you. All this time, so many years apart. I've missed you. But I have never been without you. I've woken up with you every morning, and gone to sleep with you every night. You have always been with me. your courage, your smile... your damn stubborness. There has never been any distance between us, and there never will be. I love you Nick. I love you...




Sarah: Perhaps we are all refugee's from something. But I see now there is nothing to fear, that the world we hold onto, the lives we cherish, are a part of something greater, something more. It took me a lifetime to realise; we only have one heart, and we must be true to it...



Sarah: Never forget what took me a lifetime to learn: you have only one heart, be true to it...


Love starts when another person's needs become more important than your own..

N